{"id":13313,"date":"2025-05-02T11:58:51","date_gmt":"2025-05-02T11:58:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thehealingmindmagazine.com\/newedition\/?p=13313"},"modified":"2025-05-02T22:09:57","modified_gmt":"2025-05-02T22:09:57","slug":"a-quiet-wanting-a-dream-of-being-chosen-just-to-be-ryan-parker-the-healing-mind-magazine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thehealingmindmagazine.com\/newedition\/a-quiet-wanting-a-dream-of-being-chosen-just-to-be-ryan-parker-the-healing-mind-magazine\/","title":{"rendered":"A Quiet Wanting: A Dream of Being Chosen Just to Be &#8211; Ryan Parker &#8211; The Healing Mind Magazine"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-1 fusion-flex-container nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: rgba(255,255,255,0);background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:#e2e2e2;border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1352px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-0 fusion_builder_column_3_5 3_5 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-1\"><div class=\"x11i5rnm xat24cr x1mh8g0r x1vvkbs xtlvy1s x126k92a\">\n<div dir=\"auto\">\n<div class=\"w-full border-b border-black\/10 dark:border-gray-900\/50 text-gray-800 dark:text-gray-100 group dark:bg-gray-800\">\n<div class=\"text-base gap-4 md:gap-6 m-auto md:max-w-2xl lg:max-w-2xl xl:max-w-3xl p-4 md:py-6 flex lg:px-0\">\n<div class=\"relative flex w-&#091;calc(100%-50px)&#093; 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Not wild. Just a moment.<br data-start=\"458\" data-end=\"461\" \/>Where you\u2019re not performing. Not hiding. Not proving.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"518\" data-end=\"562\">You&#8217;re just there.<br data-start=\"536\" data-end=\"539\" \/>And someone sees you.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"564\" data-end=\"909\">In one such dream, you\u2019re walking into a room. Maybe a kitchen, maybe a garden\u2014maybe somewhere that doesn\u2019t even exist on a map.<br data-start=\"692\" data-end=\"695\" \/>But the second you enter, someone looks up and their face lights up.<br data-start=\"763\" data-end=\"766\" \/>They don\u2019t say anything grand. They just say, <em data-start=\"812\" data-end=\"830\">\u201cThere you are.\u201d<\/em><br data-start=\"830\" data-end=\"833\" \/>As if they\u2019ve been waiting. As if your presence\u2026 makes something complete.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"911\" data-end=\"1022\">And in that instant, you feel it:<br data-start=\"944\" data-end=\"947\" \/>You are wanted.<br data-start=\"962\" data-end=\"965\" \/>Not needed. Not useful. Not impressive.<br data-start=\"1004\" data-end=\"1007\" \/>Just\u2026 wanted.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1024\" data-end=\"1078\">It\u2019s not about attraction.<br data-start=\"1050\" data-end=\"1053\" \/>It\u2019s about <em data-start=\"1064\" data-end=\"1076\">belonging.<\/em><\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1080\" data-end=\"1192\">So much of waking life is spent trying to fit.<br data-start=\"1126\" data-end=\"1129\" \/>Trying to earn a place.<br data-start=\"1152\" data-end=\"1155\" \/>Trying to be \u201cenough\u201d of something.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1194\" data-end=\"1360\">But in this dream, you didn\u2019t have to try.<br data-start=\"1236\" data-end=\"1239\" \/>You didn\u2019t have to shrink yourself, or explain yourself, or rise to anything.<br data-start=\"1316\" data-end=\"1319\" \/>You just <em data-start=\"1328\" data-end=\"1334\">were<\/em>.<br data-start=\"1335\" data-end=\"1338\" \/>And that was wanted.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1362\" data-end=\"1596\">These dreams aren\u2019t loud.<br data-start=\"1387\" data-end=\"1390\" \/>They don\u2019t come with fireworks or mystery.<br data-start=\"1432\" data-end=\"1435\" \/>They arrive like a whisper that stays in your bones for days.<br data-start=\"1496\" data-end=\"1499\" \/>And you wake up not with questions, but with an ache.<br data-start=\"1552\" data-end=\"1555\" \/>A longing to feel that way\u2014while awake.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1598\" data-end=\"1707\">Because somewhere deep down,<br data-start=\"1626\" data-end=\"1629\" \/>we all want that.<br data-start=\"1646\" data-end=\"1649\" \/>To feel like our life, our being, our presence\u2026 matters.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1709\" data-end=\"1797\">To walk into a space,<br data-start=\"1730\" data-end=\"1733\" \/>and feel like someone\u2019s soul has been saving a chair for ours.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1799\" data-end=\"1923\">Maybe that\u2019s what these dreams are.<br data-start=\"1834\" data-end=\"1837\" \/>Not fantasy,<br data-start=\"1849\" data-end=\"1852\" \/>but memory.<br data-start=\"1863\" data-end=\"1866\" \/>Of how it once felt.<br data-start=\"1886\" data-end=\"1889\" \/>Or hope.<br data-start=\"1897\" data-end=\"1900\" \/>For how it still could.<\/p>\n<p class=\"\" data-start=\"1724\" data-end=\"1866\">\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"group\/conversation-turn relative flex w-full min-w-0 flex-col agent-turn\">\n<div class=\"flex-col gap-1 md:gap-3\">\n<div class=\"flex max-w-full flex-col flex-grow\">\n<div class=\"min-h-8 text-message flex w-full flex-col items-end gap-2 whitespace-normal break-words &#091;.text-message+&amp;&#093;:mt-5\" dir=\"auto\" data-message-author-role=\"assistant\" data-message-id=\"57b8b1ec-1610-4518-a5ca-f81c11dd6533\" data-message-model-slug=\"gpt-4o\">\n<div class=\"flex w-full flex-col gap-1 empty:hidden 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